Haven’t wanted to cut so bad since last may. It’s the worst feeling ever to be so tempted to make one little mark just to release some feelings.
i hope one day you are at peace with yourself. i hope you can take a shower without crying and you can close your eyes without thinking about your funeral. i hope one day you start singing in the shower again and are happy for no reason. i hope you get better, because you really deserve to.
"I. Hate you. My soul is missing I know you took it. i miss smiling & happiness is an out dated concept. Karma will come for you with a baseball bat, and when you’re blood stains the earth I will smile. I built my ‘castle’ I will also tear it down. If you had a heart i would eat it, if you had a soul I would steal it.
But i’m not cruel, so i’ll just leave you.
I’m a friend of the devils, are you a friend of mine?”
Sometimes I just really start doubting everything… This is one of those times
this is beautiful because it could mean anything. its like they have left you to finish off the sentence for yourself. it could be “let her know right now that she’s beautiful, that you love her, that you cheated, that your have cancer or that you are depressed, but there is one definite meaning to this and its: let her know right now before its too late, before you hurt her even more (if its bad), before its the wrong time and she doesn’t feel the same way (if its an emotion). that is why this is my absolute favourite picture on tumblr
“We met at the wrong time. That’s what I keep telling myself anyway. Maybe one day years from now, we’ll meet in a coffee shop in a far away city somewhere and we could give it another shot.